Invisible

Never wanted,
Wanted only to be pushed
Over from behind.
Only to fall after I’ve played my part,
I rise all over again
Doing it all from the start.

When nobody sees me,
Nobody cares,
I’m happy.

None to bother to break me apart
That’s still due on recovering.

Never heard out,
Heard only to be laughed at,
Sneer behind my back,
Only to fall after I’ve let it all out of me,
I become silent in constant wonder,
How insignificant I can be.

When nobody hears my screams,
Nobody cares,
I’m happy.

None to bother to break me apart,
That’s still due on recovering.

Insignificant,
Invisible,
Things I’ll never grow out of,
What I’ll always be,
But I’m not complaining,
I’m still happy.

Still wishing,
Never to be seen.

// I HAD to vent out. There was nothing else I could do. Maybe I have a problem that I cant really explain. I just cant seem to even "try" to set things right. All i do is to let it have an effect on me, make myself suffer, even for someone else's actions. Maybe I AM the one to blame here.... I really dunno.