Friday, May 1, 2009

Not Your Suicide

Cut yourself a vein.
Your only way
To run away
From the shame
That’s not even yours.

See the flow of red
On the floor below
As your eyes drowse to darkness.
Your only way
To free you from yourself.

You’re not gonna die
But live through the pain
Not more than the one
To drive you to your exteme.
See the blade’s edge
Tainted with what you called
Betrayal.
Your insides burning up
Drawing hallucinations in your head
Seeking your revenge
From yourself.

One full flashback of memories,
That could last a lifetime
In seconds.

When your eyes finally take the fall,
While the pain grows up on you
In seconds.

Whatever you do,
You’re not gonna die anyway.

Its not your suicide
It’s a new beginning…

3 comments:

Sibyl said...

"One full flashback of memories,
That could last a lifetime
In seconds.

When your eyes finally take the fall,
While the pain grows up on you
In seconds."

^^

You know I really like this one, it's mysterious, it's different, it's intelligent, it's fatal, it's everything yet fenced. :)

And still, it's you...

Ayan said...

yay!! thank you! ^^

Poet In The Jar said...

"You’re not gonna die
But live through the pain"

Mmmm... true.

I love the lines with "seconds" in them. And it gives me a bit of hope at the same time as it's quite hopeless. I like the mixture. And as always I find it interesting to read your writings, which always seem to have some deep thought to them.