Drying Leaf

Dew drops that once glorified her beauty,
Now turns to air,
Bringing a scar on her face,
That wasn't even there.

For she's standing rooted to this ground
Where once there were more like her, all around.
Fighting the Sun. Fighting the heat.
Fighting hard against her defeat.

Drying Leaf.
Dying Leaf.
She falls down after all.
Her end as a means
for us to enjoy the Fall.

How sinful can we be...

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Based on what's going on right now =/

Wind

The winds brought sand in my eyes,
I can no longer see
The waves that come rushing,
Leaving me blind in the sea.

I tried to understand the details
Of why you kept away.
So I Could try to win you back,
Before it was too late.

Our ships have struggled in the winds of the storm.
They've put up with a lot of problems already.
We can't afford to crash into a rock,
Now that we've set off for the journey into sea.

I wish you would understand
How it'd feel to be in the dark for too long.
I wish you could at least try
To realize that your promise was a lie.

Try going away another time,
But tell me before,
So I wont try stop you.

This truth has finally come down to me,
Come down to me with force.
Don't you blame the wind
If our ships have changed their course.

Roadblocks and Roadsigns

Walking over dead grass,
Under the scorching Sun,
By the side of the highway,
Avoiding being overrun.

You've broken me too many times
And tried mending me back.
I let you do it all
Thinking I was on the right track.

This road leads to unknown places,
But I don't know where to go.
All I know is that I'm searching for the sign,
To direct me the way, away from home.

It's time that you understood,
Your memories are blocking my path.
Why do you want me to take this as a sign?
To go back to the one that was never never really mine.

You signaled me the green light,
When you knew I'd be overrun.
I cant listen to you now
You better be happy, now that you've won.

You're the Roadblock in my way
And the Road-sign to confirm my fear.
Blocking my way to where I need to go,
For reasons only you find real.

I'll need to find a diversion to this road,
So I know I'm not dying.
I know my chances are thin,
But that won't stop me from trying.

Slow Down

Have I been talking to myself?
Or are you really listening?
This silence is only displeasing.

Have I been moving too fast?
Or are you too slow?
This distance is only increasing.

Please, talk to me,
Open up with what’s bothering you.
I’m standing here, confused,
Unable to tell the difference
Between lucid dreams and the truth.

Please, tell me
Don’t keep it all to yourself.
I’m here, trying to hold on
To your hand as we walk,
Holding tight so we don’t get lost.

If you think I missed out on something,
Tell me,
And I’ll do it all the way around.

If you think I’m moving too fast for you,
Tell me,
And I’ll slow down.

The Darkness!! (Made up anime series) :P

Boredom does indeed lead to strange things. The 2 hour physics classes can be really counted as one of the most sinfully boring things for a person like me, or any other person for that matter! There I was, in one of the last benches, my mind drawing up several visions and dreams right in front of the teacher, who could have well sworn that I was concentrating on what he was trying to say :P . One anime face led to another and... next thing I knew, I had a whole variety of different characters and expressions!! xD




P.S : The Japanese written in the picture will not make sense to a reader who can read the language (Jussi, you may try!! xD ) I copied some alphabets from my keyboard's User Manual xD . Apologies if anyone's offended =/

Uncomfortable Silences

When no words are spoken for a long time,
Not a word, when you're with her.
When you are quiet
and in silence, you've found your world.
And Still you feel your time's worth spent,
Still you find peace in the silence,
That's when you know,
The love you have is still there.

When the mind runs short of the right words.
When it fights to find them.
When it knows it should say something,
But not what to say,
or How to say it.
When you find yourself
Strangulated,
in the Uncomfortable Silences,
That's when you know,
Its Over.

Not Your Suicide

Cut yourself a vein.
Your only way
To run away
From the shame
That’s not even yours.

See the flow of red
On the floor below
As your eyes drowse to darkness.
Your only way
To free you from yourself.

You’re not gonna die
But live through the pain
Not more than the one
To drive you to your exteme.
See the blade’s edge
Tainted with what you called
Betrayal.
Your insides burning up
Drawing hallucinations in your head
Seeking your revenge
From yourself.

One full flashback of memories,
That could last a lifetime
In seconds.

When your eyes finally take the fall,
While the pain grows up on you
In seconds.

Whatever you do,
You’re not gonna die anyway.

Its not your suicide
It’s a new beginning…