You Didn't Notice

Footsteps faded away,
But we still kept walking.
Like distant sounds in the background,
Silence crept in.
There was no talking.
And You Didn't Notice a thing.

Time kept rolling,
But we kept standing still.
Like stings kept stretching,
Till they broke off.
The distance kept increasing
And You Didn't Notice a thing.

Curtains were drawn,
But our song kept playing,
Like silent humming backstage.
Credits rolled in.
Our musical had its climax,
And You Didn't Notice a thing.

Don't Let Them See Me Cry

Don't let them see me cry,
When the winds blow hard and drown me.
I'll come out when time will fly,
So long as I'm no more afraid to be.

Let me be in darkness for a while.
Don't turn on the lights,
So I can make some sense of the situation
And try putting up it with a smile.

Even though the smile won't be real.
They wouldn't know.
Just don't let them see me cry.

Don't let them see me cry.

Friends Still

The connection broke and the lines were cut.
It didn't work out the way it should have.
You said nothing would change.
We'd stay Friends Still.
I preferred the old way.

Phone lines were blocked and my eyes were shut.
Wish things went the way they should have.
This relationship was going to lose its name.
We'd stay Friends Still,
But I preferred the old way.

Things shall not be the same.
I prefer the old way.

Blame

We made a plan
And then made it change.
If something goes wrong,
We'll be the ones to blame.

I cannot lie to myself.
Neither can you.

We made a promise,
And that meant something.
I remained to be the roots.
But you decided to take the wings.

We made a decision.
We even shook on it.
If things don't be the same,
We'll both be the ones to blame.

Let It All Happen

The stars have stopped shining for me.
They stopped shining when I dimmed the lights,
And let it all Happen.

The birds have stopped chirping.
They stopped chirping when I cut their wings,
And let it all Happen.

The best thing in my life disappeared.
And I Let it all Happen.

Diary Moment

"Dear Diary",
It always starts with this.
Has there been anything else?

Can't find it.
It's so obvious it's hidden
Somewhere in your dusty shelf.

Silly thoughts, little voices,
Everything saved up in it.
Bitter cries, Difficult choices,
Still you won't find me in it.

I even fell down
To invading your privacy.
Trying to look me up,
In your little diary.
To see if I can find a place for me.
To see if there's even my name in it.

Silly thoughts, little voices,
Everything saved up in it.
Bitter cries, Difficult choices,
Still you won't find me in it.

So, let me ask you this.
have I ever been in
Your Diary Moment?

Mind Reader

Someone come try read my mind,
And take in, whats eating me alive,
Make some sense of all there is,
And tell me what you find.

I don't know whats going on in your head,
I cant even speak for myself.
I don't know if I should be the one to charge,
Or stand up in my defense.

I don't fucking know...

I'm not a Mind Reader,
I only wish I was...

Don't Die, Hope

Don't die, Hope.

They took your wings off,

And rooted you to the ground.

Time and again they tested you,

And read out your fears aloud.

Its still not the time yet,

Rub off the muck they threw at your face.

Stand up and get back your fallen grace.

Don't Die, Hope.

They stung you with their poison,

And put your lights out.

Time and again they questioned you,

And answered to your horrors aloud,

Leaving you without a doubt.

Its still not the end just yet,

You've seen better days,

Even though right now they seem too

Out Of Place.

Don't hang up on me, Hope.

You're the last one I could resort to,

Last one to understand.

Don't die, Hope.

Is that too much to ask?

Sugar-coated

Perfect.
Everything that you ever see.
Flawless.
Like it should always be.

I wonder if you've ever lied,
Or If you've ever missed the right spot.
I wonder if you've ever denied,
Being satisfied,
With all that you've got.

There in your Sugar-Coated life,
You keep facing the day
With that plastic smile.

There in your Sugar-Coated pride,
You keep standing on the top
With your head held high.

Hidden.
Something that I cannot see.
Missing.
Like it should never be.

I wonder if you've ever lied,
To yourself that everything was all right.
I wonder if you've ever denied,
Only wishing,
If there could be more to it.

There in your Sugar-Coated life,
Your feet are rooted on the floor,
By the burnt, charred remnants of it all.

There in your Sugar-Coated pride,
Looking down at what you've done
In your world where you're the only one.

And Justice To All

Blindfolded Justice stares at me.
She can see through me
As I perjure before the law.
Disregarding the oaths of sanctity,
Killing the law's intent to bring redress
And Justice to All.

Proven Guilty by the jury.
Guilty for all the world to see.
I did perjure before the law.
Angering the Gods for trying to take charge
To bring about change in the world
And Justice to All.

Necessary

Hold the keys to my heart,
And break into it stealthily.
Smashing the window,
Walk over the shards
And say it was neccessary.

Hold the glue that holds me up,
And watch me fall to pieces.
Smashing the concrete,
Walk all over me
And say it was necessary.

Just do whatever pleases you,
Even if that'll make me pay.
Do whatever suits you best,
As long as you wish to stay
And still say it was necessary.